What's Left Of Me

I am so NOT proud of admitting that i am suffering from Chronic Depression caused by the traumatic chain of events that i've been put through lately.
Its so hard to make people understand the intense feelings and emotions inside and all i've been through...
BUT i still try... and try... and try...

Here's my version of What's Left of Me:

Watched my life pass me by in the rearview mirror 
Pictures frozen in time are becoming clearer 
I don't wanna waste another day stuck in the shadow of my pain

Cause I want you
and I feel you 
crawling underneath my skin like a hunger, like a burning 
to find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded
I'm half the person I thought I would be 
But you can have... what's left of me. 

I've been dying inside little by little 
Nowhere to go, I'm going outta my mind 
In an endless circle running from myself 
until you gave me a reason for standing still 

I'm falling faster and barely breathing 
Please give me something to believe in 
Tell me it's not all in my head 

Take what's left of me now
Make me whole once again... 

Pilot Post

Good Morning y'all!

Its 54 minutes into the day and counting... and it is a public holiday being the Sultan of Selangor's Birthday. Hail the Sultan and Happy Birthday! :) This shall be my pilot post and normally it is kept short to just scribble a few words on an empty page to make it look less seemingly boring and empty. As of now, i am nursing a cold while trying to fall asleep on my medication.. so fingers crossed and hope that i recover soonest to feed y'all with my oh-so-exciting stories.

As i said, this was gonna be short.. so signing off for now.

Cheerios! - Joanne K